Monday, December 17, 2012


I felt crazy enough to belong in a mental asylum. I had carefully thought and prayed the matter over, and I was sure it was what God wanted me to do this year. Still as soon as I said yes, I began wondering if that really was the right choice. Is this really God's will? Or was I misinterpreting the 'signs'? Was it my idea? Was I deceived? These and many other questions filled my mind.

I had just agreed to teach at the Mission School.  I can't say that it's been easy. But it has been worth it. The things I'm learning from these kids (and this experience) far surpass anything I can give them. It as taught me to depend on God more. And though it is discouraging at times, I know it is all for my good. 

Of Freedom and Blindness

A friend shared this story with me and question with me, and I would like to get your thoughts on it. 

   I leaned over the horse trough as i threw in some hay. And with horror began to untangle my horse’s mane, while my mind flooded back to a moment long ago when I heard a story.........but this time it was different. I was there. 
   I stood on a grassy slope as I watched two gorgeous creatures race through the meadow. But something was different about these two horses. 
They were one.... somehow attached. Strange I thought as I followed the story further - Blindness? But no, this could not was to beautiful for this. It had a gorgeous mane that left a trail of glory in the wind. Its coat glistened as if it marched on silver clouds. What a beauty I thought to myself.  But again my mind drifted off. Why the attachment.... the blindness? But alas the story I may never know, for they were wild and their life kept secret by freedom. But wait, can blindness be freedom?
  I turned to go but another sight held me to behold yet a little longer.  It was a group of cowboys. They were out to round up wild horses. I watched with bated breath as I thought of the fate of these two beautiful creatures.  Headed for captivity..........or were they? The silence and beauty of the moment was broken by a whinny and then a whistle.  The race was on.  Cowboys or horses?  A cloud of dust left me wondering. But I would not be satisfied. I rushed on to where I could see, nay rather talk to the cowboys upon their triumphant arrival.
   Soon I saw the procession coming to where I was. Yes they were caught. So sad I thought to myself, it is blindness indeed. One horse guided by the other keeping its head tucked gently over the withers of the leading horse.
"What do you think he is blind from?" I asked the nearest cowboy.

"Not sure he muttered.......he won't let me see his eye.  You know he might not be blind." He said with a wink as he threw a rope around his neck. I knew he would hope that this gorgeous creature wasn't blind after all that work of catching him, although to me it was pretty obvious he couldn't see.

He promised to let me know once he could tame him a little, at least enough to see his eye.
As I reflected on this while pulling out the tangles on my horse I thought of blindness. What is it I thought that keeps us so blind? How could we be leaning on other horses trying to have them guide us through this life. Freedom? Really?  Was that horse really free? Is it possible to be blind and call it freedom? 
   Thankfully the story does not end there. It has a brighter side. Soon after the round-up it was discovered that this horse was not blind. It could see but the tangles in its beautiful mane had covered its eye so throughly with such a bunch of knots that it had made vision impossible.  I stop to take in a few lessons this story brings home to my heart. The beautiful mane, the most stunning outward attraction of the horse was the very thing that caused it the most intense captivity and suffering. 

   Here I pause to ask. You, dear reader may want to pause and ponder this as well.  In which case did he experience freedom? While he roamed the wild hills and valleys blind? Or that of being captive to man with vision clear?
   Once the tangles were kindly removed by his captors. He had many lessons to learn. Because to bask in his new found freedom......(that of being able to see) he must put away the inner blindness as well. He had lived to long for this to easily take place. The lessons of trust and surrender, joy and a willing heart. 
(Written by Joanna Meyer, The Brave Hearted)

So now I repeat her question, "In which case did he experience freedom?"

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Keep Your Eyes on the Goal

Much as been happening here this year. In Feburay mom (Judi) did a cooking school, prior to an evangelistic seris in March-April. The evangelistic seris went well, ending with about 5 people still coming regularly. Many of the people wanted another cooking school, so when the meetings were over she did another one. Traveling, seminars, VBS, mission groups, the list goes on and on.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

"New" Church and More

Many things have been happening around here these last few weeks. My apologies for not giving you more frequent updates. But anyways...heres the update, with lots of pictures.

A group of the guys from around here aalong with a visiting contracter, Jim, did a bunch of much-needed repair work. It looks so much better!

They redid that whole wall and several other things.

They retiled part of a bathroom, too.

Our new sign! And yes, it is up. 

We got some gravel even (even if it was mixed with a good measure of dirt!)

And even more exciting: we are about halfway done with an evangelistic series! The devil has been attacking these meetings since before they begin, but God's been blessing, and we've been having remarkable attendance. But please continue to pray for these meetings. This weekend we are going to be presenting the Sabbath and other sensitive topics. Here are a few pics:

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